I'm Dying by Kemi_jeleel

                 

               
                      I'm dying

My soul is fast decaying into miserable ashes. The lights are going off just one after the other . Bouts of sadness and intense depression making me feel like I'm a bipolar patient. Day by day my favorite meals lose taste in my tongue, leaving me with utter numbness.

No. This time around I'm not broken. I'm the little piece of everything that shattered. I'm the survival that maybe won't survive. I keep breaking down and the tunnel promises to lead nowhere.

Hoping for a better tomorrow is scam. I hoped yesterday for today, nothing changed. Trying again is boring. Maybe this is my share of destiny _ to grieve and groan, and lament, and that I'll be an example of what people should never experience.

It gets worst when the whole world believes your ride is smooth and rock_free. Surrounded by a multitude, but lonely as heck on the inside.

They say a problem shared is a problem half solved but how do we share our vulnerabilities to people who make us feel wrong for being human. How do we share our problems in a generation of viral screenshots that makes mockery of our issues ?
Even strong men faint, and the fearless stagger.

No. The world doesn't care. They shouldn't care, but they'd care when we are all about celebration. They should.

Ironic??

Lol:;
Three letter acronym we use even when we're something far from laughing. Sometimes we use it because we wish we could just laugh.

Life is a burden. The weak drop it by committing suicide. See, to live is to fight something. To live is to slowly die because death begins to happen when we were born. Everyday we keep dying, so we shouldn't bother about death but it's happening sublimely. You are closer to death now than you were when you began reading this piece.

So, what then should we do?

Let's focus on living because we shall all die. The hurry to give up on the patient breathes and tinge of hope is bull because no matter what, we shall be dead much longer than we shall be alive.

So, which should be more important ?
A fleeting existence or an eternal silence ?

Please live. Live and never wish to die because you're already dying. Call your loved ones, tell them you love them. Love hard, take risks, have pleasure, go to the beach, dance all night, take photos. Be fast about all these, because we are all dying everyday and sadly most of us think of inevitable death than we think of our fleeting time. It's passing. We're passing.

It's like the Titanic, we are all crashing.

Live. Please live!.


                         Kemi_jeleel